I HAVE TO

I have to keep on thinking, keep on running, keep on chasing. For once, I stopped, I would never see it end. Just like watching a Korean drama, you can’t help but to keep clicking to the next episode, and the next, and the next, until it satisfies you with the result of either good or bad, it’ll keep you on your feet the entire time.

I have to even though I don’t have a mean to. I have to even though I might bring unexpected things. I have to because I have to. Maybe that’s what gives meaning to where I am right now.

I am going to write it down, write it all down. I am going to keep it in secret and never let it go out of my sight for once, again, would I not know that in another universe I already lost it? Who would answer me if I didn’t know what the question would be?

All of a sudden, I remember my thought awhile ago, maybe within five years. Well, the time frame wouldn’t be important compare to what the thought was. What do you think happen to the dead? Is there a place of judgement or a place for the soul to rest? Rest of what, though, the toil of life or the unfinished Kdrama of the night? Let’s say that there is a definitive place for the dead who could not go to either heavens or hell. Let’s say they are trapped in between, asking the same question we would have while on earth, what is the reason for me here? Imagine that world where you can live, once again, with all that knowledge that they have about earth and how it was like. Imagine that once you left this earth, no matter how old or young you were, got to this place where it seemed like earth but with all the people in the same situation like you. Would they come up with a new philosophy of life? Would they determine the course of other people?

Why don’t we come to their world for once, like Crash Landing, the Korean drama, where a lady lands on North Korean? If you don’t know what I’m talking about, go ahead and watch it now! Totally recommend it.

Now back to my point, what would it be like if our lives are determined by the one who are trapped in such a world. You let me know! Do you think everything would be different-er than now?